I am a man obsessed. I am obsessed with Paris. I've been to France several times in the last few years and Paris continues to call me. I've told myself that no matter where you go there you are. I tried to convince myself that I can have a Paris state of mind in the Midwest, but to no avail. This is a dangerous time for me. I am tired of the daily grind of work. I want to simplify my life. I'm taking French. I want to devote time to writing and I am obsessed with Paris. I suspect that there might be some irresponsible behavior in my future.